It’s been more than a year. I miss you, you know? I can’t believe I spent an entire year without your presence. You were there once and now you’re no longer here anymore. I should’ve hugged you harder the last time that I did.. Our last hug has almost worn out but i know there won’t be any more. I should’ve looked at you more closely. I never thought I’d start forgetting you. At restaurants I go and reserve a place for six, because I forget you aren’t here anymore. I buy extra tickets at times, forgetting you aren’t with me. I thought you’d come back or not go at all. I’ve never cursed the sky as much as have done since this past one year.
There are days when I miss you so much that I cry. I cry because I always believed you’d be with me but you went away. I don’t blame you. I miss you a little too much, though. Can you come back for a bit? I promise I’ll be the best version of myself. I promise to listen to everything you say. I promise I’ll not cry as much I am right now.
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